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::Okay okay I did it. I said how old I was. Maybe it's stupid for me to have wanted to keep it a secret. Not that I think it's some big awful thing, it's just that, well, I don't want people to treat me any different. Which has happened to me before. It's not an irrational fear...
Alright! I admit it! It IS stupid to be worried that people will know how old I am and treat me differently! I admit I'm 14 (almost 15, though) and I admit it was really ridiculous for me to have been worried about it before! As of today no one had too much of a reaction past the *staring* that was......strange. But...gahh! I do hate it, I really do. I. HATE. it.
So it's silly to hate it so much, its 'not that big a deal' I guess. That doesn't change that I hate it and wish I was... well not perfectly normal, that'd be boring.... but more normal, I suppose... normal age at least. Then, ironic as it may seem, I wouldn't feel so stupid.::
.:Arakatze blogged on 2/10/2004 08:32:00 PM:.
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quote:"I remember sitting in my car in the parking lot, overwhelmed with a single thought: That's what I want for my life: To be caught up in the sweep of history. To be in the center of things. To be making a difference. To be at the heart of the struggle between right and wrong, good and evil. My heart was almost breaking at the thought of a life of insignificance."
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