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::Well, this week has been uneventful. I did poorly on the first quizzes in English AP, mainly considering I hadn't read Absalom, Absalom at all. But the second time I may have passed. I hope. Tomorrow will be boring, I guess, but oh well, it will be Friday. And Fridays are just sporky.
I hate, hate, HATE, doing something or saying something, or not saying something, that I will regret later. Was stupid on Wednesday. Twice, actually. Well, more than that, but two instances remain in my mind. WHY AM I SO STUPID?!?!?! Agghhhh!!! I don't think before I do things or say things and I should. Otherwise I wouldn't regret things so much.
Maybe it'd be nice to be ignorant. To say dumb things and not realise it. To have people dislike you and not care. Then again, I know people like that who I don't like to be around and avoid them like the plague. But it would be nice. Especially considering all the things I can think of that I've done to make people dislike me. Accidentally. But it would seem so...
Why do I beat myself up over this? Why do I even care if anyone likes me?

Human nature, I guess. But I wish it wasn't so...overwhelming.::

.:Arakatze blogged on 2/05/2004 05:11:00 PM:.
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