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I just found something that made me reminiscent and cheered me up greatly. I need to write a letter to my bestest Pennsylvanian friend Amanda Cronce. I miss Pennsylvania... how weird is that, it was a couple years ago... I wish my mini-disc player still worked, I have a mini-disc of pennsylvania stuff I want to transfer to the computer. One is the full file of the song link I listed. I wish I could listen to it again... but this is pretty close... it's a cute song... so typical of my 12 year old self to write a song about characters in a book. Well, so typical of my self now, except that I haven't the time to write songs anymore. The day we recorded this, it was in the morning and Amanda had this fluish bronchitis... yet she still sounds better than me in the recording (I was 12, but so was she, so I wonder if she can still sing now)... I also wish I could sing really well...
I can't, but I still like to do it.
http://us.share.geocities.com/snicket_lovers/wevegotlove2.wav is my song now, my mottoish song, not the lyrics but the spirit of the thing, the era of my life in which it was recorded, the things I no longer have but wish I did, everything to do with it, really.
Despite feeling young all the time now, I wish I was back in Pennsylvania, 12 years old, when I knew things and trusted people, and didn't have to turn my head to look towards the good things in life. There was nothing bad to block my view.::
.:Arakatze blogged on 3/22/2004 09:11:00 PM:.
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Penguins, weasels, banana cakes, lemonade.
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quote:"I remember sitting in my car in the parking lot, overwhelmed with a single thought: That's what I want for my life: To be caught up in the sweep of history. To be in the center of things. To be making a difference. To be at the heart of the struggle between right and wrong, good and evil. My heart was almost breaking at the thought of a life of insignificance."
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