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::I'm exuberantly happy right now for no real reason at all. Suzie and I were 'bad kids' yesterday for the first, and probably last time ever, which was somewhat exciting and daring, which was kind of silly as it wasn't that big a deal.
Our first actual show today didn't work out well at all. It was... eh... odd.
A group of theatre people is actually a great place to be when you've had a long day... I was so exhausted I could hardly fake the energy onstage, but a few people were just nice, and that was... nice. Niceness has an 'aww' factor that makes me particularly endeared to people. It's just... nice. Is there really another word for it? People tell me I'm nice, but I really never haved been a 'nice person'- not rude, never rude (I can't stand rude), but I never have been 'nice'. I take it as a compliment, as I think it's meant to be one, but it's odd when several people tell you you are something you never thought you were. (There's a hint of confusing ramble in that sentence, but does it matter?)
you are aqua #00FFFF
Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well.
Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
I like that. I like to think of myself that way. Of course, I was and am in an enthusiastic, optimistic mood-
OH! THE FULL MONTY PEOPLE ARE COMING TO TALK TO US!!!! AND WATCH OUR SHOW!!! WOW!!!!!!
(I just had to say that.. I'm so excited about it)
-so that may have affected my results. But that's really true.
I'm excited about tonight. I'm excited about tomorrow. I'm excited about Congress-Bundestag. I am, as Alan would put it, 'sickeningly optimistic', and I'm happy. Is there anything better than feeling truly confident, optimistic, and happy?
It's actually not that uncommon, for me.... but it's the best feeling in the world, I'm sure...::
.:Arakatze blogged on 3/11/2004 02:44:00 PM:.
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.:Arakatze's Rant:.
Penguins, weasels, banana cakes, lemonade.
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quote:"I remember sitting in my car in the parking lot, overwhelmed with a single thought: That's what I want for my life: To be caught up in the sweep of history. To be in the center of things. To be making a difference. To be at the heart of the struggle between right and wrong, good and evil. My heart was almost breaking at the thought of a life of insignificance."
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