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::Whoo! I have internet back! After four days of being internet free, I realised I have things to do outside of the computer! However, I'm very glad to be able to get online again.
I sang at REALife tonight. It was.... erm, it was not half as good as singing at normal church. To be perfectly honest, the talent is nothing like singing on MidWeeks and weekends. Which reminds me... I'm singing... at church... right before prom... I don't particularly mind because I'm singing at Meck which I love. I just will have.... oh... about 45 minutes at home on the whole of Saturday to prepare myself for prom. Less depending on where we meet beforehand. The thing is, I'm not making such a huge deal out of it as most people are. It will be fun, no doubt, but it won't be the biggest event in my life. Maybe I should care more. Since it seems a lot of people are, I almost think I should. But... I don't have my shoes. Or my ticket. And I haven't altered my dress yet.
I can do that.... on.... um... oh wait. I forgot. There's no such thing as free time. I'll do it the middle of some night. While I'm multi-tasking and reading All the Pretty Horses, writing something, doing pre-cal homework, and digging through my room for things to sell at the garage sale (which, along with the 6 1/2 hour driver's ed, Meck-singing, and prom, is on May 1st.)
This reminds me of a quote I love from Dennis Miller:
"You know, contributing to our recurrent feelings of guilt is the fact that, in our day-to-day lives, we consistently overcommit ourselves, so there is always something we're failing to do. The average American's Day Planner has fewer holes in it than Ray Charles' dartboard. It's gotten to the point where I don't even have time to feel guilty, unless I multitask by also using that time to feel vaguely lackadaisical and kind of twitchy."
Anyway, I'm making a conscious effort to sleep this week (which is why I started my MWDS during pre-cal...). As it's 9.53 already, I really should go. Even though I don't really feel like it. But I need to memorise that New Deal sheet.::
.:Arakatze blogged on 4/26/2004 09:56:00 PM:.
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Penguins, weasels, banana cakes, lemonade.
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quote:"I remember sitting in my car in the parking lot, overwhelmed with a single thought: That's what I want for my life: To be caught up in the sweep of history. To be in the center of things. To be making a difference. To be at the heart of the struggle between right and wrong, good and evil. My heart was almost breaking at the thought of a life of insignificance."
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