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::I'm tired. My computer is dead. I'd like to talk to some people but, ah, no one is online. It's 11, so of course people are sleeping, like I should be. Good idea on their part. Maybe I'll go up to my bed... which as of today, is IN MY ROOM! YAY! No more sleeping in the guest room for me. Yayness.
Um, this is entertaining.
Hahahahahahaha. YES. YES!
Whitesidean logic is the best.
And everyone must always remember that in times of petty conflict, one must eat a piece of chocolate and move on. If there's nothing to be done... so be it. It shall rest forever.
Maybe that's why I'm a procrastinating optimist. Sometimes I revel in my own optimism. I get over life's problems by enjoying everyday life. I don't know that many people understand the fact that I love the fact that I can get up and go to school every morning. The day starts off great with car riding and car partying, continues with learning until lunch, a generally fun event, and the school day concludes with a 45-minute period of time set aside for iPod listening and thinking. Then, I might babysit for Megan (Which is a blast! And I'm not being sarcastic!) or the English class which is, thank God, nearly over, though I also enjoy that because I know I'm completing a year's worth of work in two weeks, and I'm proud of myself for that. After class or babysitting, I may have a church event (I LOVE MECK!) or a brief amount of time to get on the computer and talk to friends before I have to finish my homework and, eventually, get to sleep.
But you know what? I love this busy world I live in. I love having much to do, though I can complain... I really truly love it. I love my friends, I love Meck, I love Northwest, I freaking love life.
Is that so weird?
I'm so happy to be here. I'm so happy to be alive. I am relishing this coming month as if it's... chocolate frosting on a delicious cake... a finishing touch on something so wonderful it's almost hard to imagine it won't be around forever... something delicious and perfect and... ah... I'm getting mushy.
But I love life.::
.:Arakatze blogged on 5/18/2004 11:15:00 PM:.
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Penguins, weasels, banana cakes, lemonade.
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quote:"I remember sitting in my car in the parking lot, overwhelmed with a single thought: That's what I want for my life: To be caught up in the sweep of history. To be in the center of things. To be making a difference. To be at the heart of the struggle between right and wrong, good and evil. My heart was almost breaking at the thought of a life of insignificance."
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