.::I...::.
::I want :: To stay in Charlotte. To go to Davidson College because it's a nice school outside of Charlotte and ... great location, great everything... I want to have recognition and know myself better than I know other people. I want someone to tell me exactly what I want out of life. I want chocolate. I want Meck forever and always with me. Oh, this was a dangerous thing to start with...
I have :: A crazy life, a scholarship to Germany, many morals and quite a bit of access to my mind. People who like me and a family who loves me. Meck.
I wish :: I could cry when I'm sad.
I crave :: Love.
I need :: Meckkkkkkkkkkkkk. My Meckish journal. My instrument- piano. My mementos.
I regret:: Much too much to list here.
I love :: Meck. Arts. Arts team. Life. Learning. School. Reading. Harry Potter. Organization. Chaos. Getting letters in the mail. Singing. Acting. Dancing. Making envelopes. Playing piano. Rickdawnfossjenniferkristinadawnshirleyemilydana.... that combination of wonderful people...
I hate :: When I don't know what to think. When I can't think straight. When I fail.
I miss :: Sisterhood parties. Guiltless crushes. Money. Babysitting for Megan and the Goodwins. My laptop's power.
I fear :: Guilt. Serious mistakes.
I see :: Only what I wish to.
I search :: for guiltless living.
I wonder :: If I can get in to Davidson.::

.:Arakatze blogged on 6/23/2004 12:45:00 AM:.
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