.::Whatever::.
::I've just realised something.
No one cares.
Oh well... so be it. I may as well be in Germany with the sadly freshly become I-have-a-life-and-I'm-back-to-it-so-I-don't-care-type friends instead of the cry-sob-gone-type... it's inevitable. It always happens. I know it. It usually does for me, too. I just wish I could keep it from happening. If I were to call...someone, it'd be a pleasant surprise, a oh-nice-to-hear-from-you call, and then life snaps back to normal and it's forgotten.
Oh well, whatever, I don't care, either.
Things fade. Promises to write slowly fall apart until only occasional letters arrive every six months; promises to call completely die; promises just fall apart. Probably Rick will forget about saying he'd be uploading songs; probably my friends will forget to write back; probably even my family won't call as much as they swear they're going to. I understand this. It's life. It has this strange habit of going on. Despite anything that happens.
I'm listening to my new Kensington CD. It's not Meck, but it's good Christian stuff... I just love anything Contemporary Christian.
OOH! I might get to see Michael W Smith and Mercy Me!!! In concert!!!! ON TUESDAY!!! *crosses fingers*
But..whatever. Just because I have no life and so am constantly contemplating things doesn't mean the world should stop. Doesn't mean others should stop doing things. It's just sad.

I'm researching like crazy. I love it. Isn't that weird, I've discovered I love researching. Looking up more Da Vinci Code facts, reading tons on Bonn and Germany, reading tons of books on applying to colleges, every fact I can get my hands on I absorb. I'm even tackling my dad's set of conservative non-fiction political books. Fun stuff, and there's no sarcasm there, it's awesome. We're going to some massive CML library, it's the new one, tomorrow. Then I can, well, read...everything. Germany, here I come.::

.:Arakatze blogged on 7/08/2004 12:30:00 AM:.
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